Thank you sugar & Yoyo \:\)

Things are status quo.. his eye is still swollen but getting better I guess.. He's been working so Im sure that's delaying the process. He will be off this wkend to rest until probably wed. so that's great.

He said he really misses the kids.. no word on me \:\( Ouch! that hurt a bit. I'll assume he misses me or just the hanky panky I guess that's my problem with him, He has not emotion for me except for that. Whatever.

Anyways, S5 slept at a friend house last night, calls me up at 930 and is missing me \:\( I told him I would pick him up, but he said he would try and stay, and he did.

It was a nice break for me just to have S2, no fighting or yelling, so that was nice. but the retard I am, I still missed him, I know there is something wrong with me.

Sat. is cleaning day for us. Hopefully I will have the energy for it. The stress from the last wk is catching up to me, Im so exhausted. Sunday we will rest, and Monday i'll got to my parents for a barbecue for my dad's bday. Will be nice.

Hope everyone has a nice wkend.. I will pop up over the wkend. \:\)


me: 37
H: 44
Married for 18 years this june
S7
S3
porn issues, and much more... since 7/06

Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.