Is he starting to come home?

[theotherhalf]

I had a friend tell me yesterday that she thought I was crazy to keep my hope up. She could not understand why I would want to "hang on" to someone who did not want me and had an A. My responce was that I was not hanging on, I was having faith that he would come back. I do not NEED H, but want him in my life. I now have that, even though it is not to the degree that I would want, it is a positive. As far as him not wanting me, I told her that I felt the signs were different. He left me while in a ton of emotional pain. When he thinks of that pain, I am also pictured there with it. I am trying to change that image so that I am there during happy times as well. His protective side is what made him leave, but the side of him that is still in love is what is making him reach out. Everyday there is a battle going on in his head - I want to love but I dont want to be hurt. FOr so long all I saw was the distance, now I am seeing him reach out to me again. To me, this just means that the loving side is winning, but on those times he is pulling back or talking about D, its the protective side trying to take over. Hope that makes sence to everyone.

AWESOME!!