Yeah she just picked came to pick them up and son just wants to be with me. I said let him stay. She wanted him to go, but he told her no. She said why don't you stay with him tomorrow. He said I'll stay with him tomorrow too. I said I do have a party to go to. She said son come with me, daddy has a party to go to. I said I don't even want to go to it. Let him stay with me. She said one of d's friends is coming over for a sleep over. He says I really don't want to go now.
She was walking aorund the house. I said what do you think you are doing walking around the house with your shoes on. The rules didn't change because you left. She said Oh I'm just tired and I don't feel like taking them off. I said well that still doesn't change the rules. She just looked at me and laughed.
I also told her I want my wedding ring. I have been asking for it for days. She said why would you want it now it nver meant anything to you before. I said that is a lie I just never wore it because I always worked on things and I didn't want my finger fipped off. I said it does mean something to me. She said why do you want. I said because we are still married and it does mean something to me.
She said. Yes unfortunatly we are still married. I said no fortunately we still are. She gets in the car and so does daughter. I walk over to kiss daughter. I tell her stop saying ose things. I love you. I always loved you. Now let me kiss you. She gives me the cheek. Then I tell her again.
I don't care what the book says. She said she never felt like I loved her. The bad part is, when I say it to her. She doesn't say it back.
I texted her: You are the one that left so it means nothing to you. You are filled with lies. And I am filled with love for you. Stop hurting me.
I don't care what the book says. I can't do it. Everytime I'm around her I melt. I can't do it...
I can't do it
I can't stop crying, and I don't want my son to see me.
