The going to church thing alone is difficult. I don't know if I will ever get used to it. My church is also very family and couples and I feel so obviously divorced. No one says anything to me about it (I don't have any kids to ask about), but I feel alone. Sitting next to my H at church was a joy in my life. And we did that up until May. Even when we weren't sleeping in the same bed and barely even talking to each other, we still went to church together. It has been such a difficult adjustment.

Jeff, you are doing such a great job. You are such a wonderful father. You deserve so much better than what your W is offering you.

Sara


Me-31 H-38
M: 5 yrs T: 7 yrs
No kids
Went to Prostitutes 10-1-06
Found out about OW 12-24-07
Bomb on EA/PA: 1-2-08
OW ended it with H "for good" 3-8-08
OW is back 4-19-08
H and OW tell me that they are in love 5-19-08
Filed for divorce 6-5-08
Divorced 7-2-08