You know, you have not really had a break, and I agree that I think it is time. Take a brain break Dan. Rest your mind and don't worry about your W. I know that is easier said than done, but once you get into the mindset, it honestly feels really good. Its about letting go a little.
It is hard because we all want to try so hard to get the WAS back. We want to make the marriage work. And at some point, we all come to the question, is it really worth it?
Only you can answer that. But before you can sit back and honestly answer, you need to give yourself a well deserved rest. For this weekend, don't worry about your W. If you don't want to go to the festival or whatever it is w/ the W, don't. There IS no obligation right now. I am not saying you should go hit on hot single women, but a little flirting is a great ego boost.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..