I think that would have been an incredibly tough one for ANYONE posting on here.
I can't think of many who would have turned away a spouse that they love who pleaded, complete with tears, for the opportunity to come over and do some cleaning to make the kids happy with them.
So don't be too hard on yourself.
You'll get stronger as this goes on.
That being said, all your friends here are right. Your wife NEEDS DESPERATELY to feel the disconnect down to her core. Find a way to at least slowly but surely close the door for now.
Stay strong,
Bill
"Don't tell me the sky is the limit when there are footprints on the moon."
