Funny how he told me I didn't care about D! What about the times that I'm with her and he's with friends. He doesn't live here so I can never know what time he gets home or if! Even before he left he'd come and go as he pleased! It just so happens that when I'm out he knows when I come home.
All that is about him. You look so much better from here when you talk about what you are going to do for you. How do you say it? Beothching - see above Not the Jen you want. Drop your anger. It's hurting you, I bet you feel it in your shoulders and neck all the time. Let it go for you nobody else. Your pointing fingers at him about all the hurts he is causing you and its real. Still let it go so you can get better. Focus on Jen.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
