I had a Ziggy poster in my dorm room that said "Love is the only thing you get more of by giving it away".
Ziggy! Let me guess late 70s early 80s. Do you remember the "love is" comic?
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
XH popped in to get Ds swim suit and a change of clothes. He came in with a sour face and says "hey" I said "what's up" and I got the stuff for him and he left without saying "bye". He hardly said 3 words to me. agggghhhh!
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
BREATHE! NOT ABOUT YOU AT ALL! dont react- this is the way you show him your changes. he may have a lot swimming in his head. not about you not about you not about you!
Pisces M 31 H 32 M 7 yrs S 5/10 Beginning Contact! Vibes Hot Tub Cheese
SO don't react! Not your problem if he wants to talk to you he will. Positive, polite and in control. Yes I got you beat, Im 43 soon to be 44. "Love is" was a 70s comic - real corny.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
Yes I know it's not about me. He's trying to get me to react. I'm not going down that tunnel again. I'll let him brood in his scorpian hole.
Funny how he told me I didn't care about D! What about the times that I'm with her and he's with friends. He doesn't live here so I can never know what time he gets home or if! Even before he left he'd come and go as he pleased! It just so happens that when I'm out he knows when I come home.
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
Welcome to my nightmare I think you're gonna like it I think you're gonna feel like you belong A nocturnal vacation Unnecessary sedation You want to feel at home 'cause you belong
Welcome to my nightmare Welcome to my breakdown I hope I didn't scare you That's just the way we are when we come down We sweat and laugh and scream here 'cuz life is just a dream here You know inside you feel right at home here
Welcome to my breakdown Whoa You're welcome to my nightmare Yeah
Welcome to my nightmare I think you're gonna like it I think you're gonna feel that you belong We sweat laugh and scream here 'cuz life is just a dream here You know inside you feel right at home here Welcome to my nightmare Welcome to my breakdown Yeah
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
I tried the Secret. Didn't do much for me. I think it depends on where your faith lies. I just pray alot.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Funny how he told me I didn't care about D! What about the times that I'm with her and he's with friends. He doesn't live here so I can never know what time he gets home or if! Even before he left he'd come and go as he pleased! It just so happens that when I'm out he knows when I come home.
All that is about him. You look so much better from here when you talk about what you are going to do for you. How do you say it? Beothching - see above Not the Jen you want. Drop your anger. It's hurting you, I bet you feel it in your shoulders and neck all the time. Let it go for you nobody else. Your pointing fingers at him about all the hurts he is causing you and its real. Still let it go so you can get better. Focus on Jen.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
