I'm really tired of thinking of all this stuff. I'm wondering what kind of skulldudgery she'll put me through this weekend. She works the day shift today, and she works the night shift on Sunday.
I'm thinking she will probally want to go out with pig girl tonight. So will she dump the kids on me. I mean I don't want to imply that because I want my kids. It just ticks me off that she never ever wanted to go out to bars and things with me, but she'll do it with piggy. She'll get all dressed to the nines, and be the bait for piggy.
Then it makes my imagination go crazy. Is there really someone else? If there is, how is that person making her happy. If they are out at the bars then the person is most likely drinking, and it is ok for the new guy to drink. What if it isn't even about that. What if she really just switched teams?
Oh its all a mess. I remember before she left she said don't worry I'll still give you booty calls.
Still waiting.
She said she wanted to leave. She was under my wing since she was 17. She wanted to swallow the big girl pill. Isn't getting married, having kids, buying a house, and raising a family swallowing the big girl pill?
I'm really tired of feeling so hurt over it. I miss her to death. I really wish she would just come home and start yelling at me about something.
Quit chewing, you are a blah, blah, blah, blah... Nice!
To tell you the truth, the kids already know she is nuts.
I really doubt my daughter was flippin over the bottled water. Do you think she will remember that. Daddy had bottled water on the porch for me.
It's really beyond frustrating. No communication about the insurance money. I just wanted to let her know she isn't on her own. I'm paying her insurance, and she can not throw it in my face that I do not give her anything.
