It will eat you alive if you don't let it go. And yes, I admit I have had my doubts as well with regard to my H but each time, before he comes over, I ask God to clear my head, give me just the right words and attitude to deal with H on any given day.
You probably think I am Dr. Jekyll & Mr. Hyde but God does help me to get over the anger and help me to act according to the way God has intended me to carry on.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19