H is broken heart over OW

[artteach]

H had too much to drink last night, called me (he was staying at my dad's house due to an early appointment) appoligized over and over, told me how much he loved me, how bad he feels for hurting me, how he can't even face himself over what he has done. I just wish he would express all this when sober. He has cut his drinking way down since he first came home, has gotten a new job, been more involved with the kids. Baby steps I guess. Still no sex between us - he keeps saying "soon honey" but I need to stop looking at what is not happening instead at what is happening.