Okay I would like to beat the XH with a 2x4, does that count? It is a horrible thing to say, but I would like to see blood.

Last night, I was picking D12 up from his house. She walks there after school. Our church has free bibles, and D12 got one for her father. She went to give it to him in the front yard, so excited, and he starts screaming at her to take it back to the car, he already told her he does not want it. I watched this exchange completely dumbfounded. I finally yelled Hey...and he told her to take it in the house.

Then, the @#$%%^^&&** (because I can't think of a word bad enough) comes over and proceeds to tell me how D12 is disrespecting him. I told him to get the FU@# away from my car, that after what I just observed it was no wonder she was mouthing off to him because kids emulate their parents.

I really wanted blood when D12 comes out of the house just crying. It broke my heart, and I told XH to get the hell away from my car again.

I am still seething, can you tell???

Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..