I'm conflicted with the advice I want to give you. I can see the benefits of spending time together as a family. However, I see that you are really struggling emotionally, and are in a lot of turmoil. You have a lot of responsibility on your shoulders right now and pretty soon you'll be on empty, if you're not there already. I really think you need to take a *me* day. Take naps if you want, putter around the house, ENJOY the quiet of the house. That can be very healing to your soul.
