Dan, you are giving what you can. Don't worry, now its our turn to give back.
I am sorry you are hurting so much. You are right, though, sometimes it is the struggle of the death of the "old me vs. new me" that is hard. I have been there, that was the night I cried for five hours straight.
But, the thing is, once you do that, it is an amazing feeling. You cannot push it, you cannot do it faster than you...yourself...will allow. And it is true its about having a goal, but not necessarily not caring if you succeed, but knowing that if you don't, you will still be okay.
Dan you are amazing. I hate that you hurt, but really respect that you can speak about it. Hang in there, and vent and cry all you need to.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
