Sorry that it came to this. I sure understand how you feel. Like Jill - I wasn't even there for mine. It came the day after my mom died. It was less important by a longshot.
No one wants to see a marriage die and I sure hear you about your son. Do you have liberal visitation?
Now is the time for rebuilding. It takes a long time. But every day you can take small steps forward. I've been divorced over 3 years. And my life is really good. But I worked hard to make it so.
Life goes on. I think you have a good head on your shoulders.
