Thank you, Sir. I'm working on it. My H is not deceptive, I was. I don't think he has it in him. But, the thing is, I never thought I did either. That is what is scary to me. It can happen to anyone. I need to have the courage, as you say, to let it go and trust. He has given me NO reason to not.

Today we are working together on house projects. This kind of thing makes us both feel good and "together". Sun is shining. It's going to be a good day.