God give me the patience and the strength...6

[theotherhalf]

No plans for the weekend WCW. May go to near by town one day to see what's going on. (have "Saurkraut Days") Other than that, nothing. Probably just piddle dink at home.

And not afraid to live my life because of H. I went through and did all that. I would go out and not tell him where I was or what I was doing. I would leave when he got here. It doesn't matter. I don't leave now because I LIKE being home. I am a homebody. It's what I do. If I leave to avoid him it's just that. To get a reaction out of him. I feel like it's a game and I don't want to play anymore.

But I do wonder if it would break the cycle, change things.