God give me the patience and the strength...6

[theotherhalf]

Your right lwb, I would. Is that so wrong? I have said sooo many times. No matter what has happened. My feelings never change. What "I" want for MY life doesn't change. I don't want to spend the rest of my life with someone else or alone. I meant what I said 8/9/86 "for better for worse, in sickness and in health, till death do us part".

"Why do you care what HE thinks!?" Because I want him to know that I do still love him. That I forgive him. That I want him to come home.

I am really NOT saying that he could come here today with bags at hand and just move right back in. Not that simple. I just pray to get to the point that he WANTS to. To the time when he is trully DONE with OW because he WANTS to be. To the moment that he says "I still love you". Then and only then can we begin to start new. Then and only then we can work on what has to happen in order for him to come home.


"I have treated her so poorly, oh yeah, and I am actively cheating on her, not supporting her, not keeping up my end of the H deals". "
Your so right, but not my job to punish him. That's between him and God. Also there will be time down the road to deal with all that and "mend the fences".