saffie, thank you. I know everyone always says to each other that we can't wait to see him/her regret their choices. But I feel like Hope, its just truly sad to see it happening after its been too long. But thank you for keeping up with me, and bowing down. No need to bow, my friend.
gForce, thank you.
Hope, thanks for lunch the other day. You looked SO pretty (you guys, Hope is way gorgeous), and of course I loved catching up with you. Maybe we can go out on the town before you leave!
Gypsy,
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How did you feel after that?
I can't really pinpoint how I felt. I know I felt anger because H was too wimpy/lazy to come and do it with me. But on the other hand, it was much easier with him not there. I am sad, and have been thinking about our future with the kids together (not being able to truly share their joys/heartaches throughout their lives, etc). But all in all, I was better than I thought.
H has been wanting sex all week, and I have turned him down repeatedly. He got very angry today, very angry. I just let it wash off me on the outside, but on the inside it still affects me a bit. Not as much, but a little. He wants parts of me (sex, my friendship), but not everything. I told him he can't have me and other people, can't have me and his new life. Told him the next time I am intimate it will be someone committed to me.
