You, me and all of the things we're so scared of..

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Thanks Neil. I really never listened to the words until recently, although that is one of my favorite Springsteen songs. And then I realized the morale of the song is the relationship between a man and woman, and how if your not careful, you can really get lost.

Amy, gross. I think you have had enough poop in the last two weeks to last a lifetime, literally!!!

I am not sure what is going on with me this afternoon, but all of a sudden I miss my H so overwhelmingly (I don't really know if that is a word or not!!!) I still don't feel the need to call, and I don't feel like crying, but I really miss him. Of course, it is almost the first of the month, and whereas I don't feel so wretched this time around, I realize it has now been 11 months we have been separated. Almost a year. I am really surprised at how much I have changed in the last year. Shoot in the last month! This month, though, it is different. I don't feel like breaking down, it is just bittersweet. I love the progress we are making, and yet the impatience is creeping in and I have to fight to not get ahead of myself. I actually found that I did not think of him at all most of the morning, and I suppose that is why there is such a strong wave for him this afternoon. (((sigh))) But it's okay. I would rather be where we are now, than where we were a month ago.