we were together all afternoon yesterday. went on a long walk and i ran for bit of it- he was very proud of me. i can only run a little bit bc of my joints- but this is further than ever. really cool!
after dinner he asked if he thinks we should see a therapist. he said im not worried about us getting along now- but in the future when things get tough i am scared about us going back to where we are. i said ive made so many changes, etc.... and he has too..i also said if we chose fear then thats what we will get in life...i sort of feel like i shut the door on therapy at that point..so i said we can do therapy if you would like and talked about it- i guess i have fears that we will get a bad one. anyway- we sort of dropped it bc he got a bit overwhelmed and said there is so much to think about. his brain hurt...
we came to our house and he spent the night- this time we both slept well...i pinch myself realizing he was there in bed with me. and my doggie at our feet.
he left for work and i peeked out the window and said bye bye..he was in his motorcycle uniform and on his work motorcycle...man- he is SEXXY!
anyway- things are good...we are heading towards being back together...i booked a coaching session for tomorrow bc im not sure how to handle this therapy sitch.
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