I knew you'd understand. I wouldn't say the things I do to anyone but you. Keep praying, h4h. (((((hugs))))))
The problem is that WE have free will too, dub. Struggling and struggling to do what I think is right.
I've gotten to the point that I don't think that I can forgive her anymore. I have told her that I did. Maybe I was just saying that. The thought of what she has done to our family and to me....
I just don't think I can do it anymore. But I will continue to do the rope-a-dope. Take things day by day.
Have to do things that make me and my kids happy. That's all that matters anymore.
That and trying to stay sane
Me 47, WW 38 SS18, D15, D10
Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08
"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."
