I call daily to say goodnight to D when W has her. W limits talk to 5 seconds, then talk to D for 1 minute or 2. Very limited as D is 2.5. Last night got voicemail and asked to call me if you can. W did call. At the end of call I said "thank you" W said "you are welcome" - at least it was friendly.
It wasn't too long ago that W would call me everyday even if it was over legal issues or yell at me - like she was dependent on talking with me. Now seems like she dropped that need - now that she is completely free of me.
So hard to do this - won't see D until Labor Day - praying for the day when the three of us can spend time together as a parents to our D even if only an hour. I have told myself that this process could take years to have a chance (for her anger to go away, start a friendship and try to build)... but each day alone is so hard.
Keep questioning how did I lose my family so quickly...
Me:40 / W:33 / D:3 T:7.5/M:4 D Day: 1/24/08 Legal Separated: 6/12/08 BF who sleeps over: confirmed 11/10/08 Suspect BF pre-dates D Day
