I was away all day - lots of activity on the BB. I have no comment.
This tiredness has been a good thing b/c it forced me to relax.
Appearance: Today was my haircut day and there was enough for locks of love and now my hair is well short. It feels good to go short.
I decided that the dresses I bought last week were still "too uptight" looking so I went to another store located just below my hair place and there were lots of cotton sundresses and tops of sale. So now I am happy with my new wardrobe for the my trip.
Work: Humongo client Turbulence is still there. However The Turbulence has strengthened my R with my Boss and another attorney that sends me work. Work is flowing in. I am booked solid through the end of October maybe even November.
And we will see if my other strong contact that has left for Humongo Client II will want to send me work. I will think of that when it happens.
Dating: When I went on my trip last year - I wasn't emotionally ready to open myself up to a potential R. I don't think you can ever be completely ready - but there has to be a point where you switch from theory to implementing in reality. I am okay with my D. I am okay with The X. I am okay with letting the past go. I needed to get here for me before I could open myself up to a potential romantic R.
Housework: Nothing that can wait till I get back will get done before I leave.
I still have the things I found that belong to The X during my intense cleaning frenzy last fall. At that time I didn't want to send it to him. I was going to give the stuff away to charity. I am going to give the stuff to our common friend to give to The X when he sees him again. It is the right thing to do.
Vacation: I am starting to get excited about my trip. It will so nice to get away from everything - no laptop and no phones. Beautiful beach - warm water - scuba diving - sailing lessons - yoga on the beach...
The only goal - I am going to make sure that I have a week long vacation scheduled every six months. I don't want to allow myself to get this tired again.
Life is good - I am sleeping again and my appetite is back!
