Sandy,
You've described your thoughts/feelings very well.

I will track your thread and contribute when I think I can be helpful.

You will get some excellent support on the Piecing forum.

CL

CL 53 W 54
M 20 yrs.
03'-09' Separation + Old Patterns + GAL
10-14' Piecing

"The Master allows things to happen. She shapes events as they come."

----Tao Te Ching