Alright, I have never had angst on any of my threads until last night for the first time. I hope this does not become a pattern. Since, I have news to tell all, I will do so now, and hope this angst goes away. If AG wants to post on my thread, I welcome it. If Barbie has something positive to say, I welcome that as well. Otherwise, let's please be kind to each other.
On another note, MY SITCH for instance, I had a voicemail from my H a half hour ago, saying he will be coming home after work to "do his laundry." If you are AT ALL FAMILIAR with my thread, you know that I have hardly seen even glimpses of him for nearly three months. You also know that he only comes home when he thinks I am not here. I begged him Sunday night not to come home. I begged him to "go do his laundry somewhere else." I said that I would be home on Monday and Tuesday, and so, he opted to stay away the past two days when he absolutely was planning to come do his laundry. I guess you could say, I tricked him into believing I would not be here today since I was here for the past two days.
This is the only chance I have to DB. Please support me on this. I have taken a shower, used this really expensive exfoliating scrubb, washed my hair, put on a pair of tight jeans and a tight top, and now I am going to put on my *new* makeup. Just 10 minutes ago, I took an anti-axiety pill (something I have not used in weeks).
When he comes, I'll say hello, look into his eyes as deeply as possible and tell him I love you with my eyes. I hope he gets it, but if he doesn't well, as Puppy or Bworl said, "That's his loss." Then, I'm going to leave.
