Phil. Why is it so important to keep proving that she is the crazy one?
Because she said I was the perfect canidate to become the next Scott Peterson. I was going to stalk and kill her.
Because she watched too much Fox news. She was emmersified with cases like Petersons. And the woman that was on life support for 10 years in a coma.
This became her reality.
Who is killing who here? I'm the one dying a slow death. Bursting with love, pain, and hurt. Looking for answers when there are none.
Two miscarriages in a row. One summer, then another summer, then the next summer. Our home is terrorized in the middle of the night twice within a weeks time.
Three bad summers in a row. This is the fourth bad summer in a row.
Her sister was pregnant and had the baby. Four months later pregnant again.
Did the terrorism event on our home trigger a post partum?
Post partum, bipolar, MLC, depression whatever label you want to put on it. It is all the same symptoms.
I enabled her to leave by giving her 5K. I know she is miserable alone. You can see it everynight with the exhaustion on her face from working. Her decision to work. Her decision to leave. Her decision to justify.
Now I'm overwhelmed, because of this site. I should be doing my homework, but I have the unkeen ability to want to do that. Because it is boring. I much rather battle words here with you.
