Oh Lola, I can so identify with you.

The excitement and progress, all mixed up with the doubt and wonder of what their thinking, and where things will end up.

I'm SO over this ride, and just ready for him to be home, and life to be good again. And the thing is, is I see it so clearly, but I know he doesn't yet, so I have to be patient. It's so hard though.

Try to cling to the positive baby steps.

Chris


__________
Me:39
H:39
D:8
D:4
M:9 (T 13)
Bomb 4-5-08, H moved out 6-16-08,
Reconciled and H moved back in 5-31-09
Still doing GREAT a year later!!!