You know, I am trying to self protect just a little, and I know that this is part of it, but what if he is just being nice? What if there really isn't anything left from his point of view?'
I am afraid to get my hopes up again for two reasons: that I may be reading way too much into this, and that all the talking and hugs may not mean a damned thing except he is being nice.
Input?
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
From his point of view it could mean nothing right now. More than likely it doesn't mean what you want it to mean and that is ok.
Remember, you're going for friendship right now. Your goal is to work on rebuilding that rapport. That is what you're doing and that is what is happening. That in and of itself is all good. That is what you want. You need to rebuild that solid foundation, the rest will come in its time.
The Chariot The Chariot is the representation of victory and a reminder that, through dedication and perseverance, great obstacles can be overcome. This card indicates that you are in control of your destiny and that your will is strong. Your refusal to surrender is your great attribute at this time. You will soon find yourself in a difficult situation that requires you to be in complete control of your actions and confident in your abilities
That is my Tarot
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
This is so hard. I know what my goals are, but right now, I wish I was there already. I know things happen when they are supposed to. But man this is hard.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
I know it sucks. It sucks the great big one. You need to know, you're doing a great job, you're growing by leaps and bounds as a person. Things are much further along now than ever before. You are both in a better place as far as the "us" goes.
I know. And I am handling it the right way, and it is progressing further than it has before. And my confidence level is WAY up there.
Oh, BTW, get drunk at 9 am and bite my big toe????
Yeah, lmao, YOU know who you are....
Thanks for that guys, I needed the laugh!!!
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
