Homeward Bound!

[pisces9]

thanks lost/found :)- drama does exist but you are right- i CAN handle it all!

update! so he didnt come over last night but he texted me last night to say goodnight- i saw it in the middle of the night when i took my dog peepee (didnt reply)...then he texted again to see if i wanted to do breakfast today..so we met for a little and we caught up. i said you are so cozy- i missed you..he said you are cozy too i just didnt sleep well when i was there- i said i know-its an adjustment i said i just want you to be cozy with me for 100 more years...he smiled and laughed sweetly...he said i just need a little space still. i said i understand... and he got all touchy and sweet after he said that.

i truly am fine with this pace...and its like he has to say those things to create space in his own head and then he feels ok right when he says it. like he wants to be with me and its not about me at all...but he just needs clarity that whatever he is thinking is ok. and it is!

he is training for a marathon which is in December and he wants to qualify for Boston - crazy! and he said we can see a red sox game when we are there! so there is the future talk i once dreamed of! i am sure we will be together forever...he just needs to be very clear as to what he wants for us....ill do anything bc im ready for him to be the leader in our M.

for now im enjoying this time- started classes yesterday- working at home and at the office- playing- exercising- eating well and living a great life!