Nonchalance &theOlympics while your family crashes

[faithisbelieving]

Success...I think I did well at the interview. I get good vibes. I met the second physician...ANOTHER GENERAL SURGEON. And...TRAINED IN CINCINNATI AS WELL.

I get a good feel. Both..kind dynamic men who had busy practices...burnt and worn ...both now loving the job and having much more time with their families.

I want it.

I texted the COO thanking him for his time...telling him I am looking forward to Friday (finding out) and 'optimistic about joining the 'ABC Company' team.

I received several calls during the interview....my W didn't like how S7 was looking....took him back to the pediatrician...he has MONO.

Suddenly, she is calling...texting me....briefing me....updating me..asking questions...telling me about noises the fish tank is making....brought home cake for herself, offered me some...and I sang happy birthday with S7 (saying "HBD to mommy").

I made her coffee this morning...because..if I get the job...I won't be doing it again for a long time, if ever.

If I get this job, now, I think, it may be my ticket out.

Is there a G-d...that sees love? compassion? Did he see me fight to save my marriage and 'say' this guy needs a break?

Or...or...is it just little ol' me...growing...learning...going back to who I was....trying to do what I've said my whole marriage....that I would never let my family down?

Friday.....we'll know. I need to call my atty and tell her that someway, somehow, if I get this....we need to make it work.

My focus is me....a new career..one that gives me time with my children..one that will let me give them the opportunity I've wanted them to have.....

FIB