We have to move... the owner of this house is selling it to his friend. I feel ok about it. Sort of overwhelmed at the same time. BUt OK~ Other than slowing down his drinking and not going out? not much....
aside from the assh*le side of him coming out to play less. I know it is just the very beginning sweetie but he is trying at least.
Had he not done these things this weekend?
I wouldn't have felt this optimistic. He still has a long road to travel. If I stay at his side will very much be up to him and his changes. The ball is on his court, not mine. I cant control him. I can only control my happiness and that is what I am working on. I am not HAPPY as a lark , per se. But I feel more stable. and I will keep working on my Happiness. And letting go more and detaching more.
