I've finally caught up. I had lost your thread for a while and didn't realize it!
Your H is one seriously confusing DAM isn't he? He obviously loves you and doesn't know what to do about it. Keep up what you are doing because it is obviously drawing him back little by little.
Curious, has he ever said anything apologetic to you about what he has done?
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!