You know the story. There WAS no me. Only her. Puting plans in place now. I'm not the type just jump in the water. I go in slowly, splash some water on me, then go under and submerge myself.

I guess that's what I'm doing in my life. Going in slowly. I know what I want to do. Just a bit at a time.

I heard D11 talking to her mom just before bed. She was asking what we ate.

"We had pork chops."
?????
"They were really good. How come you don't eat it. They were so good."
?????
"Well, I don't know why you don't."

I guess she does find out the things that are going on with me. She'll figure out that I'm NOT just sitting around thinking about her.
Good. 'cause I'm really not. Maybe just a fourth of that \:\)

Not that I give a crap, right \:\)


Me 47, WW 38
SS18, D15, D10

Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08

"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."