I have to say this is the hardest thing we have ever had to endure.
I struggle every day that he is really gone and dont want that to be y reality.
This will be a good jump start for me with no communication. I wont for 6 days because I will be having so much fun.
His final call to the kids last night was that he difinately is not coming with us. I am sad ...I hoped this would be a chance to see us all interact as a family.
Now it will be a first trip for my new family unit...
Kinda freaked out about traveling with three kids...ugg I have always had him to lean on and help...
