Something I've learned the hard way is don't put so much importance in a person who isn't at all important to you.
Jen, thank you so much for that. Ii really helped me put things in perspective!
Pisces - thank you for checking in on me. I'm so excited by your sitch. I have been looking over it for tips on how to act tonight.
OD - If I were a bus I would be the 134 as once your on, you're on it for the long haul
Well, I was just starting to get anxious about whether tonight was actually going to happen as I hadn't heard from my h and have been restraining myself from sending a text all morning and he just sent one to me now asking if we were still meeting tonight. Phew, another opportunity not to come over as a nagging wife.
I am taking a half days leave today as my eldest sister is coming down to London to spend the afternoon with me - something we have had planned for ages so that should help take my mind off things.
I'm not very well today though, I've been sick a few times. It could either be nerves/ shock or I ate shell fish yesterday. I'm hoping it will pass...
I am planning to do lots of acting as if today and also to work on listening and not assuming.
A really nice thing happened this morning though, when I came into the office there was a pot of flowers on my desk from the receptionist. She has been going through a really rough time lately and I have been doing lots of listening and DBing (in a way I was practising the art). It said 'Thank you for your help and for just being a friend'. I'm so touched.
