For the Guy with Kids and a WW 10

[hopeful4her]

Part of my confusion is that I am not really talking to her. Going as dark as possible considering the kids. Not being her friend. Not nothing. If my goal is to somehow reconcile(and I now question this, too)when do I know when its time to start to talk more? To try to break through her wall. If OM is in the picture still, I guess the time never comes. Of course, we're not even separated a month yet.

Patience and time. We may have been separated only a month but she has been "gone" for quite a while now.

"Trying" to reach my goal seems to be losing its definition more and more each day. Like a catch 22. The more I stay away from her, detach and be dark, the less I want to reach the goal.

Is it just me? I'm really an intelligent man. No really.

I think I'm just rambling and need to get to bed.