Just keep yourself busy with things you like to do and let God deal with them.
Is there anything that you used to like to do before you got married that you could not do when you were married?
Something to think about.
I know it is hard for you but with each passing day, you will feel a little better.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19