Hi LFH, I see you have made some nice baby steps! If you haven't read the 5 Languages of Love, I would. But only you can push through the anger to forgiveness. Probably trust will remain a big issue to work through.
Me39, XH45 Kids 3 dogs, 2 cats Divorced 6/4/09 Tricky thing is not how you live, but how you live with yourself. (POTC)