Excuse me, SG. But I am NOT asking advice of a million people. I happen to be very focused right now. I hope you do not take offense at this, but please read my posts before judging me. I am asking very few people to give me their advice. I'm asking TwinDad, and Puppy and AG and Attorneytom. If there are others out that who wish to give me advice, I will welcome it, but I am very particular about which advice to use and which to lay aside for further consideration. Please know that I appreciate you, but I do NOT have several days to draft this email. If you will read my posts, you will know that it must be done early tomorrow. My erratic behavior is behind me now. That behavior only lasted about a month and was because of external circumstance. Please read my thread.
Thank you for your concern, poet
P.S. Thank you, AG, for this comment: "I have read some of your posts in the surviving forum - you really do have a lot of insight into other people's situations." I only know what I little know. Sometimes, I say things to people because I have direct hands-on knowledge of it. And, if it will help others, then, in a sense, it helps me too -- kind of like the "butterfly effect." And, I feel good doing it.
