NLT you are doing so much better. You seem like your spirits have lifted. Try to think of your h as he doesn't exist anymore. At least not right now.

Keep yourself busy.

Any plans this week?

Me 50
H 42
S 22
S 9
D 7
M 12
T 17
H moved out 8/2006
H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks
H moved home 5/2011 for good

"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"