Yah.. who knows.. We have had a few major blowouts recently and I have finally learned how to stand my ground - sometimes calmly, sometimes not so much..

He said recently that he wishes he could have his old life back. Interesting since it supposedly sucked so bad..

Anywho..my counter proposal is in his hands. I haven't heard a word so either he's really mad or is just accepting my changes.. The days of being married are ticking away. I'm not sure I remember how to act single. I'm not even sure I know how to act when not in crisis mode!