Too late for DB, #10

[cw68]

I remember how scared I was at first, how I thought I just "couldn't" without STBX loving me/in my life.

Now? Well, I don't miss him that much. I miss things from long ago. I miss the wonder, when the world was our oyster and all the potential we once felt. But I don't miss him

However, I'm living all the stuff I wanted to avoid: single parenthood, the fallout on the kids, the fighting between us, the financial ramifications, just the day-to-day effort with splitting up our family.

I know I'll never like it, but it is what it is. Life moves on, even when life's dealt you a completely unfair, unjust thang.