Hey there Belle. I read the DR over and over again so I think I would go with that one as at least my favorite. There were lots and lots of times i felt that there was no hope at all. But when I stopped crying and stopped trying to figure out how I was gonna get him back and started doing things for me, I didn't worry about hope. Sounds strange, but when you start to focus on you and what you need you tend to not think so much about the sitch you are in. It's a very hard thing to do, but once you start it will get easier. I was going to the gym 5 days a week. getting my kids involved with things I was doing in the house. Watched movies that i know he would never watch and learned how to enjoy being who I was. Learn to be happy with yourself and everything will start to get better.
Keep Smiling!!!
M-33 H-35 S-13 &14 ST-9 DT-5 PA-21-08-07 Came Home 12-01-08 been happy since
