Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Hi Amy...seems that you did very well with your H. What could have been a huge blowout became an opportunity to DB and it appears you did extremely well at difusing the bomb.
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
So, it seems that my H and I will be having a "talk" in the not so distant future about when he comes home, wth we're doing etc.
He called me earlier just to say hi and see what I was up to. (Uh, this thing called work.) He said he had been wishing he was at home working instead of out "here", meaning his uncle's place. A little later in the conversation when talking about what we were each doing this evening, he said he kind of wanted to go ride the dunes with his brother since it was so fun yesterday, but he really wanted to see D and I more. He asked how I felt about it or something (not sure I heard well here, since my boss walked over to ask me something).
I told him we'd love to see him, but I wasn't worried about it one way or the other. He told me he'd told his brother he probably wouldn't be out today, so he was going to come over to the house and spend time with us.
I finally bit the bullet and said that maybe we needed to start the discussion of if/when/how he was moving home. He kind of laughed. I told him I was serious. I don't want to come home from work one day and he's moved back in. That will not work for me. Yes I want him home, but I want it to be right.
I guess what prompted me to say this to him was comments/conversations with him over the last 4 days. I guess in my gut I "know" now that at some point we will be living together again. But like I said, I don't want it to be a "Suprise honey! I'm home!" Would not go over well with me.
I did make sure to tell him that it wasn't a conversation to be had in one setting, that this will be something that needs to be ongoing.
I am so excited for you!!! My Dear, this is the beginning of the end...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
