I feel like my hand is being forced and she's still trying to eat cake. She's been texting me all day, a lot of random stuff, but a lot of sexual advances too. I reiterated many times that I wouldn't do anything until she got her situation straightened out. She even offered to meet me at my office this evening and I declined. She mentioned something about waiting, and I said that I was going to keep her waiting and she was the only one that could change that. She said she couldn't and I told her I didn't know what to tell her. That kind of stuff kept on all day.
So then after a while of that, I said maybe we could have a real date next week or something. She said she would have to talk to Aaron this week...unless I didn't care. I told her I do care, but I don't want to pressure her because she needs to be comfortable with her choice. She thanked me for that, and then said she would probably be just using me for stress relief anyway. I told her I had issues with that too. She sais she knew and that was why this was all bad. I haven't responded to that yet, don't know if I will.
This is what I meant about her eating more cake. Yeah, so it didn't work out with her other guy, but she's not jumping back into my arms, but she wants me around to talk to, have fun with, ML to, etc. That's not going to happen, but I didn't want to have to keep reminding her of that. I figured telling her once would be enough and then I could just be dark about it for a while. Thats not the way it is working out though.
FLoyd The grass is always GREENER over the septic tank.
