I might have spoken a bit too soon on the banter; nothing from H today. Maybe I pushed it a bit too far, or more likely he's just been busy/is caving again.
Jeff- when you come to London we should go to a concert- can't wait!!
Been feeling a little sad tonight. We had a big family meal and I missed H at it- thought how much my family (and I) loved being part of the family. Also, there were so many little ones there. I wish I had one, or three, of my own. *sigh* So I looked for sperm banks on Google tonight to try and cheer myself up. I hope it doesn't come to that, but I guess it's a back-up plan of sorts. *sigh, sigh, sigh*
It was nice to see my family though.
Hope you guys are having a good day today- it's time for me to go to bed!
Lisa, I'm with you on this one, after so many years with my ex, it does seem cruel/unfair/plain annoying that he chooses to wait until I am nearly menopausal to leave me! Grr. And being amongst your family highlights that they arent by your side anymore.
I dont suppose you need to go the bank route...just knock on CEOs door! Oh, no wait, we already did that one (big chinned babies are a no-no).
I wasnt surprised that H didnt respond, it might be awkward for him to on a weekend with wotsit about. I bet he emails you soon though, he has been way more in contact lately. DOnt email him first! (I know you wont)
Ali xxx
Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08 Reconciled 05/09 now married! my thread
That's so cool you got to rendezvous with Julia in real life! And the subtle change in the texting pattern is also exciting. I *seriously doubt* you will need to go the sperm bank route, but it's always good to have a plan b *as it were* !!!
I am sorry you are feeling low today, I know you will be an amazing momma when it is time... I like imagining 3 little ODs running around gleefully!!!
Don't forget I've seen you know and I can honestly say you won't have need of a sperm bank! I have come up with a plan b - We'll just go back to the Proms and pick another hot prommer, you can proposition him and take it from there and you would then have to call your child Albert/ Alberta
Family are a funny thing, sometimes they can be a great distraction other times they remind you of/ bring up stuff. It's a hard one to know how to deal with.
(((Lisa))) It is much easier to do public dispays of affection on here!
I'm feeling a bit better today, although still broody. Thank you for having so much confidence in me not needing to use a sperm bank- let's hope not (although it does take me ages to let anyone see my beaver even after I've decided I like them, and it's not that easy to ask men to give you a bit of sperm in a jar to get around that particular difficulty) Ali- Austin did suggest to CEO that he and I have children, but it provoked a running away response- really funny!
H sent me a short e-mail late this afternoon (he must have been about the leave work), saying he'd been busier today and was pleased about it, hoped my day had been good and then sent me a link to a football clip. The link was accompanied by some real teasing and joking so that was good. I replied before I left work with a counter-clip from YouTube, and a bit of joking back.
CEO was back from his holidays today, after two weeks away. He was very sweet and even though he was only in for an hour or so, came and sat with me for 30 minutes to have a chat about his hols and other stuff. It was nice to have him back in a way; he always gazes at me when he speaks (unlike H who looks around and away from me quite a lot). He was telling me about being on Newsnight (a BBC current affairs program) last week. He was very proud of himself for having been on TV, like a big kid. I was touched he told me though. I was the first to know, and I do love having inside information.
Ahhh...but why did he run away?? Cos he was embarressed...damn, these smart woman can read my mind! And he legged it. If he wasnt into you, he'd have stood there and made some joke back like, no way, I'm not having kids with you!!
Great that he is still emailing you jokes!
Ali x
Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08 Reconciled 05/09 now married! my thread
