I was talking to my BGF tonight. We talked about how scared I was a year ago. How things have changed for me. You know what? Things have not really changed for me and if they did, they did for the worse with my dad being sick and knowing now I may lose him and my marriage definitely ruined for ever. BUT, the way I chose to see things has changed. For good. For ever. It was the only thing I could have done and I did it. Painful process, very many "low points", fear, uncertainty but not anymore. Things can only get better. We said we would remind each other... K
