My Heart is Breaking #8

[addie]

I'm really trying to be strong b/c I do feel like I'm not supposed to give up. I'm trying not to hang on to that b/c I really don't want to keep thinking, well maybe next month or whatever. But right now I just can't give up completely. I guess I should but in my heart I can't. Do you understand what I mean? I don't think I even understand it.

Nlt, I understand exactly what you mean. You haven't given up hope that one day your H will return. In the meantime, move forward with your life. Try to do things that will bring you some happiness. You are sounding stronger every day.
I am praying for you.