I won't say anything to him - you are right that it doesn't bring me any closer to my end goal. It was just such a horrid shock; I thought I had left the rollercoaster alone for a while. I hate that she is around.
I will try and concentrate on making tomorrow the best possible interaction and try and make sure I look hot! She has nothing more on me as far as I can see. She is no prettier than me; I have a much better job than her. I suppose the only thing is that she works with him so has that camaraderie and she doesn't share the negative history but then again she doesn't have the positive history either.
I suppose I have to try and focus on the fact that this isn't about her, it is about my h and me and I have to try and keep focused on that. It hurts though and I feel so left out of his life.
